Good morning! Today's first kratom dose of the day is......

2 teaspoons of Green Sunda and 2 teaspoons of White Maeng Da kratom.

Breakfast was half a peanut butter sandwich with a handful of Tex Mex trail mix, iced green tea, assorted vitamins and painkillers on the side.

Another night of struggling to get comfortable. Anymore, I'm not sure what the problem is.... if its just anxiety or something specific that I just can't see well enough.... I dunno. Maybe I need to watch TikTok more. At least while I watch that, I get ideas on how to cope and support so I don't feel like a big puddle of nothing. There's a lot of support for fat people on that platform..... both for those trying to lose weight and those that just want to love themselves for who they are. That's more than what I got growing up.

The sunflowers and the bees have been busy this morning.....

This is a smallish sunflower so those dark spots look huge.... they're bees taking advantage of the flowers.

And more sunflowers.....

The lone sunflower with our neighbor's house in the background.

Next year, I want to plant more but space them out so I don't overplant that small space the way I did this year.

The sad thing about this time of year is that our trees start losing their leaves.

The trees in other yards and in the lot behind us, not so much but by this time in September, most of our trees will be bare or nearly that.

As for today, Joe and I are working out here in a bit and after that, I want to get some laundry done. I need to move around more.... the swelling in my left leg is down quite a bit but the swelling in my right leg is still there..... painfully so. I've been keeping my shoes on to keep the compression on my feet going so the swelling doesn't settle in my feet too much. I also need to go back to using the drink reminder in the fitness app that Joe turned me onto. I'm noticing that I'm not drinking as much water and I'm not feeling as 'good' so....

Stay tuned.....

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