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susartandfood posted: " Hamburgers are on the menu for dinner tonight at our house. You can pretty much gauge my mood by what I've got planned for the evening meal. Right at the top of my comfort food list you would find in bold capital letters and underlined, "cheeseburger"
Hamburgers are on the menu for dinner tonight at our house. You can pretty much gauge my mood by what I've got planned for the evening meal. Right at the top of my comfort food list you would find in bold capital letters and underlined, "cheeseburgers". Funny isn't it, how comforting food can be? Perhaps that's why so many people in the country are overweight? Being handed a bowl of hot chili in the winter, is like being offered a warm blanket on a frigid night. Food is the obvious solution for so many problems to my mind. Your boss is an idiot? A Kit-Kat will make it all better. Your husband ran off with the cleaning lady? Wolf down an entire bag of double dip Oreos and that will mend a few holes in that broken heart. If we're not eating away our problems, we are numbing them into submission with alcohol or drugs. It's the American way. Let's face it, none of us want to feel the pain in our lives, particularly when it becomes oppressive. So much easier to drown our misery in a caramel frapucinno or bury it in a couple of oversized tubs of brownie batter ice cream. I know for me, simply saying the words "I'll have four number three's please, oversize it" into a microphone, makes a bad day feel better. Easy peasy. Please believe me, there's no finger pointing going on here on my part, simply making some observations. Why do you think cheeseburgers and home made fries are on my menu tonight? My hands are definitely not clean, if you get what I'm sayin.
Believe me I am hardly one to talk. I am a good pusher of feelings. Push, push, push. It wasn't until things were spinning out of control in my early thirties, I realized this method of handling my innermost turmoil, was not proving to be an effective way to manage my life. Now, I didn't exactly come to this conclusion on my own during an epiphany over my cheese omelet. Noticing my life was taking on water, and the boat slowly sinking, I sent up a distress signal. This resulted in me soliciting the help of a wonderful therapist who guided me through some of the rougher currents. With her assistance, I began to figure out why, though I was paddling really hard, I wasn't finding my way to the shore. I hope you didn't get seasick with all those ocean analogies. Please understand, going through that soul discovering journey does not mean I found all the answers to my problems. Not even close. I work on plugging up the holes every day (Sorry, I can't seem to help myself today.). It only means, I took the time to stop and take a look at what I was doing, rather than just doing, and began to explore which behaviors worked for me and those I needed to cut loose and allow to move away from me. As I've said many times, I am a creature of many flaws. The difference being, now I can examine my flaws daily and manage to love myself anyhow, and have learned to make friends with these dents in my armor. Along with my finer qualities, these less desirable traits are an integral part of the whole that makes me who I am.
Though I may still enjoy a good juicy cheeseburger with all the trimmings when my life is threatening to overwhelm me, I try also to deal with what is on my plate, aside from consuming the perfectly seasoned ground beef. This isn't always easy for me. For example, in the last two months four boils have risen up one after another on the lower half of my face. Fortunately, we are wearing mask, so no young children have been traumatized by these events. Also, thanks to a good dose of antibiotics, my facial features have returned to their pre-eruption smooth landscape. Whew. I am not subject to boils as a norm. However, skin, being the largest organ, as well as one we can see, it is often the first to reflect signs of stress in our bodies. Though stress definitely effects all organs in our body, skin is the only one where the effects become immediately obvious. When I was going through a particularly angst filled time with an ex-husband, I ended up with psoriasis over 70% of my body. Never had it before, nor have I experienced it since. It took me a year of light treatments, nightly soakings, a myriad of creams and prescriptions, and releasing the ex-husband, to right that ship. Not boarding that cruise again, so deal with my feelings I must and will do. Dramamine anyone?
Yesterday began like a Monday, and continued to behave like one all the way through the day. At 8:00 I showed up at the DMV to complete my application for my California ID. There are extensions in place for getting this done in place due to Covid, but I like to move things off my to-do list as quickly as possible, that way I don't have to think about them. On the DMV website it was suggested you make an appointment. Right. You click on "yes, make an appointment" and are redirected back to "yes, make an appointment". Fine. So, I completed my application, gathered the necessary supporting paperwork, put a bottle of water in my purse and headed to the DMV with no appointment in place. The seats were fairly occupied but there were several in the back with no one seated directly next to them. Everyone was wearing a masks except one couple. There is always one in the crowd. Also there was one guy who had a mask on, but it was pulled underneath his chin. I haven't read the CDC guidelines word for word, but I don't believe this is the suggested way to wear one. Just sayin.
My number was G12. The PA voice was calling G01 when I sat down. Didn't seem like too long of a wait, but that was before I discovered there were "B" people waiting as well as "G" people. K. All about letters and numbers at the DMV it would seem. About an hour later, my number was getting close to the starting gate. The "G" man before me totally lost it with a clerk about a registration snafu with regard to his mother's car. I know this, because he was yelling loud enough to trigger a car alarm in the parking lot. After enjoying a meltdown any two year old could have been proud off, he tore his mask off, threw it on the ground, and stomped out of the building throwing all his paperwork up in the air on the way out the door. We all watched as the papers floated to the ground, nobody saying a word, as if this is what one does when exiting the building. Love human nature. Fascinating really. "Next." Oh, that would be me. I had to produce my actual green card. My name is listed on my immigration card with my middle name, as that is what is required by their office. All good. However, my driver's license has only the initial. Apparently the DMV system didn't like this, so it kept spitting out the application. Forty-five minutes later, it finally decided M was a good enough equivalent for Maureen and we were off to the races. Sigh. Next, the clerk had me stand in front of a blue screen to have my picture taken. She told me to smile, so I did. It won't matter, I will still look like a felon when my card arrives, but what the heck, I'll play. Holding the smile for what seemed like fifteen minutes, my lips were beginning lips getting stiff. Relaxing for a moment, I asked if we were done. Exactly at that moment, the flash went off. Should be an interesting shot. Anyhow, done and done.
Before leaving the house to go to the DMV, I changed the sheets on both beds. Love clean sheet day. There's nothing like climbing into clean sheets after a long hard day, particularly if they were hung on the line to dry. Nobody does that anymore, I don't think. When I was growing up, my grandmother always hung her sheets out "to get some fresh air" during the summer months. Coming home this morning with my California ID mission completed, I went in my bedroom to change and get on with the business of the day. Dead center in the middle of my freshly clean blanket was a huge mass of ewwwwww. At first I thought it to be some sort of creature that had possibly crawled up there after meeting a nasty end, but on closer inspection, I realized it was, in fact, a hair ball. Ewwwww, again, and it had friends. Friends on the pillow, friends on the carpet. Sigh. Last week I had taken Boo to the vet to be checked out for a suspected UTI (Urinary Tract Infection). They gave her a shot of a long lasting antibiotic that works on 65% of animals. Leave it to Boo, she has to be an over achiever, she obviously ranks among the unworkable 35%. The next step would be a urinalysis, and a culture. Those babies amount to $325 and change. She's my cat, and I love her, so, of course, I'm going to do pay the ransom, but it doesn't mean I'm not going to complain while I'm writing the check. Sooooooo, I called the vet and made an appointment for Boo to get further evaluated, then stripped the bed and threw the sheets back in the washer. Monday, Monday.......can't trust that day. Go, Cass. That woman knew something.
Finally settling in with a soothing cup of chamomile tea, I picked up the stack of mail I'd brought in earlier. Second envelope in the pile had printed clearly in the left hand corner in bold letters "Internal Revenue Service". It was addressed to my mother at this address. I believe I mentioned some blogs ago I was doing a couple of rounds with them over some unfiled tax returns of my mother's. I spent $600 to get everything straightened out months ago, refiling the missing years. Before I opened this letter, I considered just burning it and not bothering to look at the document inside. The better side of me voted to go ahead and take a peek. Remind me not to get my better side her pumpkin spice latte next time she asks for a treat as we pass a Starbuck's. Damn. After all the trouble my tax accountant and I went to, it was yet another demand letter for thousands of dollars which my mother doesn't owe printed on half a ream of paper. Wow. Don't they have more to do than to hound an elderly woman with dementia on hospice who's only income is Social Security? I could give them a few leads to follow that would guarantee a much more satisfying end result. Let's see Trump, Bezos, come to mind. Gets my Irish up.
So, Monday was a bit of a wash. Tuesday seems to be shaping up to look much better, but it's early yet. We are all praying for our beautiful Lake Tahoe. Please put your good energy in the pile for the people living there and the glorious lake and landscape surrounding it. That gorgeous piece of California/Nevada real estate is now under siege by the Caldor Fire. So much of this lovely state has been devastated by the incessant and relentless fires, and fire season is just getting warmed up.
Keeping your chin up lately seems to require two men and a ladder. Have a great Tuesday.
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