Good evening! Tonight's last kratom dose of the day is.......

3 teaspoons of Gold Bali and 4 teaspoons of Red Sunda kratom.

I"m feeling a bit depressed tonight. I really haven't been dwelling on Joe's Mom today but it's more like one of those weighted blankets, like whole feeling of last year's events are just kind of.... I can't describe it but the blanket feeling is probably the closest to what I'm feeling.

I had wanted to play Scrabble tonight but towards evening, I just didn't have the energy to do that. I've barely had the where-with-all to brush Hershey and do my regular things today. Heidi peed on the bed so I need to do laundry tomorrow. Earlier, I changed the sheet on her bed and then Joe calls downstairs to tell me that she just peed on everything else. That's okay, that gives me the excuse to have something to do. All today, I just haven't had the energy to do anything. In fact, I've just been watching old Youtube videos (The Dodo mostly, of old dogs that find their forever homes) and working on the Felici granny squares. I'm about 1/4 done with the Cloudy With A Chance Of Rainbows colorway. After that one, I'll go with Raspberry Beret. I'm still looking for 'Coffee Break' and then, after that, I'll probably look into Felici colors that I have dupes of and go from there. I'm thinking of doing a 9 patch blanket. Each square is about 14 inches (unblocked) so that's 42 inches on each side. If I'm really feeling ambitious, I can add on a deep edging to make it bigger. I have some dark colored sock yarn that would work.

It rained today (a little bit) but I'm going to have to get out and water the garden tomorrow. I feel bad for not doing of these past few days but I was just feeling so awful that I could barely bring myself to do anything but the absolute necessities. Even now, I'm so tired. I"m hoping that this tiredness carries through and I'll actually sleep tonight.

Good night and thank you for reading! Please take care of yourselves and those you love the most....... wear a face mask, wash your hands thoroughly and practice social distancing.

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