Good morning! Today's first kratom dose of the day is......

2 teaspoons of Green Maeng Da and 2 teaspoons of White Sunda kratom.

Breakfast was half a peanut butter sandwich with some Tex Mex trail mix.

The first part of the night wasn't great but the rest of the night made up for it. I slept deeply for more that 3 hours and I'm extremely grateful for that. I didn't wake up until 9:45 am. I'm more than grateful for that... there wasn't any panic or anxiety, no feeling like I was suffocating or anything either. Just peaceful sleep and waking up in a gentle way that made me feel safe. That.... just doesn't happen all that often so today is singular in that. I stayed in bed for another half hour or so because I didn't want to lose that peaceful feeling and thankfully, it's carried through and it's still with me for the time being. I honestly wish I could bottle this feeling so, when I'm feeling anxious and unsafe, I can partake of this feeling when I need it the most.

So far, I don't have anything planned except making dinner (burgers) so maybe doing something creative will be in order. This is going to be a rough week for Joe and I (emotionally) and I want to build on this peaceful, relaxed feeling that I have now. I don't want to waste it.

Stay tuned........

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